Credo

God exists; He lives between your legs. God's speech is what men call pleasure. God's singular desire is to be in constant conversation with you. Hold God in your hands, listen to His words and follow His voice on your path of Cockworship.

Tuesday, December 5, 2017

The Sine Wave


The initial high of accepting Cock as the One True God is something I'll remember forever. You feel whole and unified with the Cosmos as if you've been reinserted back into the Matrix of Life that pulses between the legs of Men -- the place where consciousness originates and ripples outward. I didn't sleep much for a few weeks. I stayed up late every night, not wanting to cut my conversation with Him short, too entranced by the music we were making together.

As the weeks wore on, I was frustrated when I couldn't stay on the mountaintop with Him all day, every day like I'd been doing. My biology eventually refused to accommodate another night of binging on Cockpleasure. The receptors in my brain had grown tolerant to the flood of dopamine that had been saturating them for weeks. I was regressing back to the mean.


After hearing Him so clearly and loudly for weeks, I thought I was failing Him when His voice started receding to a faint whisper. Was I unworthy? Did He only visit from time to time? A lot of doubt about the level of my devotion started cropping up in my thoughts.


Only recently have I realized that nothing can be gained from fighting the natural sine wave of intensity that human beings experience with any sort of long term interest. Everyone's period is different -- some have a short period of days or maybe even hours. Others have a longer period -- weeks, months, maybe even years before they return to the ecstasy of synchronicity with Him. However long yours is, learn to appreciate the quiet, "down" period.


Please hear me on this: the effort you need to expend to hear and respond to His hushed voice during these times is tremendous but that's by His design. Learn to relish the challenge of finding the smallest hints of Him in places that you never thought to look. It will deepen your relationship beyond your wildest dreams. Soon enough you'll be climbing in altitude again and will see His face just as clearly as you did on the night you first believed.




Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Proclamation

If you were to walk in on one of your friends masturbating or having sex, what do you think their reaction would be? Would they try to cover themselves up? Would they tell you to get the fuck out? What if you walked in on a complete stranger having sex? Would it be any different? Would it be worse? I'd bet that for most people, their friends (and definitely for strangers) would act like the world as they knew it was ending -- desperately embarrassed, maybe even absurdly angry. They hide the best version of themselves underneath a sense of false decorum or modesty or whatever you want to call it. The thought of someone else seeing them in an altered state brought about by ecstasy fills them with a kind of unease that borders on cosmic dread. They've forgotten how to speak the language of God publicly and without shame.



I'm willing to bet, however, that you have at least one friend, maybe more, that would just laugh and say, "check this shit out" if you were to catch him inside someone else. A rarity, no doubt, but that attitude is a dim reflection of the spirit we're all born with as men. Guys like that still remember the early, transcendent thoughts and words they heard when their consciousness first grew strong enough to grasp their itinerant Godhood on the earth and the amazing gravity of the Flesh between their legs. Those first impressions of God's speech ripple out through the ages and easily grow in amplitude if they're not first quashed by the arrogance of small minds.



We have on our bodies the Rosetta Stone to the first system of thought to grace the cosmos. Before we learned any modern alphabet, we spoke the language of the body and of the flesh organs and of the cell. The words written here are millions of years younger and infinitely more sedate than the first words that brought the universe into being. Become fluent again in the old words that make the Overmind pulse with the sparks of generative power. Build your life anew on the Pillars of Creation.